Original thread from my old forums
Yeah that is about how I feel…. just bleh. Not blah, not blech, just bleh.
It isn’t even really a feeling, more like the absence of feelings.
I can’t seem to stir up any excitement for anything. I am kinda just going through the motions, playing the part for whatever I need to at the time.
I am kind of excited about the meeting tonight, but I don’t really know if it is because I hope there will be some people there or because it will just be a chance to see some people that I haven’t seen in a bit.
Checking out the pictures for maxx’s house warming made me smile a bit, but then I realized this was the first time that I had ever looked at the pictures he had posted and actually wished I was there. Most of the time it is just like, “Hey looks like maxx had a good time.” This time it was more like, “Hey looks like maxx had a good time. Damnit why wasn’t I there?” Then I realized that I hadn’t even been paying enough attention to the date to realize I had missed it. Sad.
bleh